Up Again, I See...

Well,

I can't fall asleep, yet again. This is now the third time this week when I have been unable to fall asleep at a decent hour, and it is not for lack of trying. Honestly, I've tried most things, and I am seriously considering drugging myself again just to get a decent amount of sleep in tonight before I have to go to work tomorrow (today). Uncool, body.

To top it all off, I have recently checked my tuition fees for when I start school in September, and it will be just over $3,300.00. Where does this money come from, you might ask? By digging myself into more debt with the lovely Canadian Government, that's where. I am currently waiting for my proof that I have gotten the funds and such so that I can go to SAIT and be all like "you know what? I have the money, but I won't be able to get it until September. Is it possible for you to defer my tuition deadline until that day, so as I might be able to pay it and not have to forfeit either my spot in the program, or potentially have some nice fraud investigators show up at my door wondering how I paid my tuition BEFORE I got my loan? kthxbai".

Stress seems to be piling on in little almost unnoticeable increments, and I'm getting worried. I have noticed, though, that there are a few things that I KNOW will keep me afloat during future times of stress.
One, my wonderful and amazing girlfriend, who knows just how to set me straight and won't take any of my bull crap or moping about. I love her to pieces, and I know that she loves me back the same. I can't place all of the weight of my stress upon both of our shoulders, and so I am aware that there is this lovely thing that seems to be eluding my grasp that will come into effect, which is Sleep! The more I get, the less I stress, so as you can tell I am having a wonderful week! (quick sidebar, I was told I was going to get tips from working at Stampede, and I have received my paycheque, and it seems like they have conveniently forgotten to give them to me. NOT impressed, I shall be making a few phone calls this coming week, if they still have not been deposited.)

Thirdly, and I guess just as important as the other two, is to take care of my wonderful hard to understand body. Welcome to diabetes 101 kids! Just to let you know, if you have a high blood sugar, you will most likely start to feel like crap, and you'll also get listless and a slight bit depressed! If you have a low blood sugar, you probably won't be thinking well enough to tell people that they need to hold the phone and you need to get some sugar into you ASAP! Best to let people know about these things before they happen, otherwise you'll probably end up even MORE sick! Yes, that is right, it has taken Lord knows how long for me to finally realize that I actually need to take care of this body, cause I ain't gettin' a new one! In all seriousness though, it is such a task to remember to do everything properly, and I really do not have the right type of personality for this disease. At all. In the slightest.Yay life!

I had thought that by doing this blahg that it would help me fall asleep and perhaps make me a little bit more exhausted than I already am, but alas, it seems not to have worked, and as such, YAY NEOCITRON! This drink was and is a gift from God, and quite honestly I use it more often than not for help falling asleep instead of the intended purpose of clearing sinuses. And so (hopefully) I am off to sleep and will see you on the....well, whenever it is that I post next.

All the best, Intranets,

Sleepless Me.